So that feeling of drifting away from friends is at an all time max. I feel like I'm a throw pillow that people only come to when they're tired of hanging out with other friends or if it's just convienient.

All I do is sleep, clean house, gym, work, and repeat. That's my life. I've had a very uneventful summer and my only vacation is already over. I wish I could just relive that because at least I felt a sense of belonging there.  Sure, it got to the point that two weeks together in the same house was becoming annoying, but we were never bored and there certainly was never a dull moment.

I've spent the last two days getting ready to hang out with a friend who keeps forgetting about me. I'm sorry I don't have hot guy friends to introduce you to. I thought I could just be a friend and that'd be good enough. My bad. I guess I'll start trying to get a better looking group of male friends together ASAP.

I've also been watching the Twilight Zone for about two days straight and I'm about to spend my fourth of July evening re-reading the entire Harry Potter series.

That's about how I'm feeling right now.